I want to be anorexically thin.

It's been a long time coming but I finally know what I am going to do with my life.

For awhile I joked with my parents about maybe joining the Military because my dad had been in it and for awhile my mom had been dead set against me joining.

However, I have figured out that it is probably the best idea for me right now. School isn't tickling my fancy since its out of pocket / I'm not getting a lot out of it presently. When I do join I will be going to school while working, but the schooling will be free (Except for books) and I'll be getting money for the work I'm doing.

I'm going to be taking the ASVAB (The Military entry test) within a few months and will be going into delayed enlistment for a Linguist position. This means that IF all the Linguist spots are filled right now, I go on a list and when a spot opens up for that position then I get a call, 'Hey pack your bags, you're going to basic!'

I'm really excited about this and I know nobody reads my LJ so this will probably be a surprise when I tell everyone I'm shipping off lol.

I'll stay in touch with everyone as best I can but I'm gonna be straight up with y'all, I don't want to be stationed State side if at all possible. I'd prefer to go to Japan (Duh), Australia, or Russia.

<3
Coyote

...Think I'm going to give up on a lot of things today...

Getting your wisdom teeth removed HURTS!
i got them removed.
All of them, and i was awake during the whole thing.

The bad thing was the tooth that was the most out.
The gum around it was infected...
so the doctor had to so that gum tissue to my cheek.
It hurts the worst...

I just want it to be done and over with.

And the frikin medicine they gave me was making me sick.
so i had to stop taking that.

Taking ibuprofen now.
the pain goes away for a little bit.

Not fun.



other than that one of my friends is having the best time is Scotland
well at least i hope she is.

My boyfriend is still awesome and he took care of me yesterday till i came home.
then he had to go back to his house and take care of his puppies because of the fireworks.

He got the Job he applied for at Red Robin in the towne Center.
I applied there to for a hostess postion but sadly no job.

after i'm done healing i will start looking again.

I wish I didn't care about so many things.



I know so many people have probs worse then my own.
So i'm diveing into theirs, so I can forget mine.











Sometimes I wish I was alone.

I'm at my mom's, washing my clothes.
Bleaching my work shirts now.

Waiting to to hear from Henry once his surgery is over.


EDIT:

Henry didn't get anything pulled.
Another day I guess.


:3

I wanted to go home and clean my room.
I'll do that later tonight, or tomorrow morning.

I want to paint...or draw.

But all my stuff is at my house :/

Blaaah.
I have monday-wednesday off.
How fucking rad is that.
Seriously.




no one's home.
Just me.
I hate being alone :/


I have no plans...

I tried makeing plans to go to Montesano to visit Kassidy's grave on Wednesday.
Mike's game, Henry doesn't know if he wants to go or not.
So.

Prolly not gonna go.
But its ok i guess.
I've been putting this off for about 2-3 months now.
Things just never fall into place, maybe I'm not meant to go.

Like I said, no plans and hardly any money.
Don't get paid till thursday.
I might go to my mom's and try and scrounge up some food.
I hear its what all the cool kids are doing.